May 21, 2012
It’s 6:40 in the A.M and I’m wide awake. Can’t sleep for shit even though I’m physically exhausted. My mind’s been preoccupied with stuff.. stuff I shouldn’t even be thinkin of. Stuff I’ve freed myself from. It sucks because I feel like I wanna cry. Not because I want it back, but because of the fact that I’m so much more than the person you thought. Everything you thought I wasn’t and won’t be, is who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. Everything you’ve put me through, from laughter to humility to tears to psycho killer moods.. All that negativity and from those stuff, I learnt to be a better person, to be independent, to speak for myself.. to fight for what I want and who I want to be. I’m stronger now, even though I’m still sensitive and emotional. You made me realize that I deserve to be treated better, to be respected and to be loved in return. That’s why I wanna cry, because I’ve finally learnt how to love myself..
“Everything is Sound” - Jason Mraz - Love is a Four Letter Word
(Source: crayonsandwhitewalls)
